The Past Week

The past week hasnt been a good week. The past 2 days me and my husband are fighting and he called me wasted space. I have to say that isnt the first time he has told me this. and it really hurts me when he does. but i said i cant stand to look @ him ne more. The whole thing is us fighting about money, if there is 1 thing that can tear us apart is that. Monday I was @ the hospital with Megan and there was no other place I would have been but Bobby said that I shouldnt have gone with her but i wanted too my friend needed me and i was there. I hope i get a job soon. it would fix most of my problems. and bobby said that i dont deserve a pumpkin this year. but jason bobby's brother bought me one. and bobbby wasnt happy about that. but i dont really care. its a tradition me and jenny have for as long as i can remember me and her have been carving pumpkins for halloween for as long as i can remeber. its the highlight of my week. i know i am depressed right now because i barely eat and i cant fall asleep @ nite. i hope things get better. oh yea bobby has a friend who is a girl that calls him and talks to him on the phone. she is 32 and im 24 and she says there is too much of an age difference for us to be friends. she know who i am we have parties @ her house and when she calls she doesnt even say hello to me and leaves bobby messages on his cellphone. which doesnt help having a girl calling your husband, he says that they never dated but some part thinks that something happened between the two of them in the past. but that is wat is going on right now. please say a prayer for me that things get better