The Past Week

The past week hasnt been a good week. The past 2 days me and my husband are fighting and he called me wasted space. I have to say that isnt the first time he has told me this. and it really hurts me when he does. but i said i cant stand to look @ him ne more. The whole thing is us fighting about money, if there is 1 thing that can tear us apart is that. Monday I was @ the hospital with Megan and there was no other place I would have been but Bobby said that I shouldnt have gone with her but i wanted too my friend needed me and i was there. I hope i get a job soon. it would fix most of my problems. and bobby said that i dont deserve a pumpkin this year. but jason bobby's brother bought me one. and bobbby wasnt happy about that. but i dont really care. its a tradition me and jenny have for as long as i can remember me and her have been carving pumpkins for halloween for as long as i can remeber. its the highlight of my week. i know i am depressed right now because i barely eat and i cant fall asleep @ nite. i hope things get better. oh yea bobby has a friend who is a girl that calls him and talks to him on the phone. she is 32 and im 24 and she says there is too much of an age difference for us to be friends. she know who i am we have parties @ her house and when she calls she doesnt even say hello to me and leaves bobby messages on his cellphone. which doesnt help having a girl calling your husband, he says that they never dated but some part thinks that something happened between the two of them in the past. but that is wat is going on right now. please say a prayer for me that things get better

thanks jenny and jessica

1. Do you like blue cheese? with hot wings

2. Did you ever smoke? yep

3. Do you own a gun? nope

4. What flavor Kool Aid was your favorite? grape

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yep, i think everbody does

6. What do you think of hot dogs? Yummy

7. What is your favorite Christmas movie? nightmare before christmas

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? sweet tea

9. Can you do push ups? Modified

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my heart necklace

11. Favorite hobby? sewing or playing video games

12. Do you have A.D.D.? when I was little, maybe

13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? i dont stand up for myself

14. Middle name? lynn

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? Tired, is bobby home yet, i need a job

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? coffee, Sweet Tea & Coke

17. What do you currently hate right now? not having a job

18. Favorite place to be? Anywhere new

19. How did you bring in the New Year? sitting on my couch with bobby and jason

20. Where would you like to go? europe

21. Name three people who will complete this? jenny and jessica

22. Do you own slippers? a pink pair of piggies

23 What shirt are you wearing? white

24 Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Never have

25. Can you whistle?a little

26. Favorite colors? yellow and purple

27. Would you be a pirate? Yep

28. What songs do you sing in the shower? I don't

29. Favorite Girl's Name? amie

30. Favorite boy's name? noah

31. What's in your pocket right now? my pants dont have pockets

32. Last thing that made you laugh? Nothing yet today

33. Worst injury you've ever had? foot ran over by a car

34. Do you love where you live? Not really

35 How many TVs do you have in your house? 4

36. Who is your loudest friend? idk

37. Do you have any pets? blondie, mesoiac, and pip

38. Does someone have a crush on you? idk

39. Your favorite books: the notebook

40. Favorite Sports Teams? gators and saints

41. What kind of snack food? Chocolate

42. Favorite meal? Steak and fries

43. Dressed up or casual? CASUAL

44. What song do you want played at your Funeral? idk

45. Being buried in the ground or ashes? Ground, idk

Jobs

I recently lost my job and my husband decided to go and tell the whole world. It kinda made me mad. He does things like this. One minute he is so sweet and the next minute he can blow up for the smallest thing ever. I think that is how men are programmed. I have been trying to find a new one. Most places want you to go online or fax your application. When he lost his jobs. He had one the next week. I have gone to staffing agencies but it never ever works out. I dont know why but I think I am a lost cause. I have my CNA license and there are places hiring. I wouldnt mind working at St. Vincents Hopsital or some nursing home. I like helping people. I guess its in my nature. So please say a prayer for me and that I find a job real soon. Thank You