Almost Friday

I am now working 2 to 8 which sucks. it messes up my schedule. and bobby doesnt make diner. so when i get home @ nite i have to make something for me to eat. ugh, men suck. then bobby said he was happy to see me until we had a little fight. his parents wants to do something nice for us ( i think they want to help us out like getting us into an house or trailer) but bobby wants them to help hime go back to school. he thinks going to school will solve all our problems. most people who go to college, dont even come out doing wat they went to school for. but he thinks it will solve everything. he wants to be a nurse, but it takes at least 2 to 4 years to become a nurse, but wat happens now? that is my question. if he decides to go back to school and he wont be able to work a full week because nursing classes are like from 8 to 4. how are you supposed to work and support your family if you going to school and only working part time @ night. he thinks you cant have a carrer or a good paying job unless you go to school. which is bullsh**. in my opion. how are we supposed to have a life or have any fun if he is going to school and working some dumb job @ night. he wants to become a cna too, but i dont think he could handle it. he doesnt like blood. and he hasnt ever been aroung any 1 who has had ne major medical problems. who have to have a strong heart and have a stomach and the patients to work as a cna or nurse. i know for a fact that he doesnt have patience he barely has ne with me. so i think he should stick with computers. hes good at them. then he said i sont have a leg to stand on but thats not true. he said the they laided him off when he was working for smith trucking, but i know the truth, jenny rold me thats david told travis that the fired bobby and they werent doing lay offs. he was bitching and complaining about working there and it took him all day to do a 2 hor job. haha atleast i havent ever gotten laid off in which i was fired. but bobby doesnt kno that so keep it a secret from him. i think its funny how he thinks college is a fix for a better life. i make more money than hime now and hes 4 and a half years older than me. i make 14 an hour and he makes 10 an hour. and my job is with homeland security and he works for an elcrtic company.
oh well happy thursday to me.

Female Survey

Does your myspace password have to do with a boy?yes
What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?make me laugh:)
Small or big purses?big ones.
Do you enjoy drama?not at all.
Do you call anybody by their last name?bobby, Mr. Good
How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?i have no idea.
Do you wear makeup?just enough.
Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?i think so.
HAVE YOU EVER:Cooked food for a guy?yes, for bobby and jason every week
Been called a bad influence?yes {once or twice} :P
Broken a guy's heart?unfortunately yes
Had your heart broken?unfortunately yes.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER:Eyeliner or Mascara?eyeliner
American eagle or Hollister? neither Thrift Store :)
Heels or flats?flats, but heels are pretty!
Skirts or jeans?jeans.
Now, who do you like?my husband
Do you have a best friend?I have alot but Jenny is mine and Bobby too
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?no.
Do you like your life?sometimes no. other times yes.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?yeah.thats when its the most fun
Ever slapped a guy in the face?not on purpose
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?yeah
Do you ever wish you were famous ?sometimes.
IN A BOY:Cowboy or gangsta?cowboy
Preppy or Punk/Goth?Punk
Skater or Nerd? Nerd
Good cook or take you out a lot?Good cook.
Funny or Serious?a good level of both
Cute or Hot?um cute.
long hair or short hair?short
Smoker or non-smoker? i dont care
Tall or short?tall.
Eye color?green

Funny Little Story

{Thank You Jenny for sending me this}


Daddy's car in the woods?
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school Playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could hardly contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. 'Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, and then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane...' At this point Mommy cut him off and said, 'Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when youtell it tonight.' At the dinner table that evening, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, 'I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane and Daddy started doing the same thing that Mommy and Uncle Bill used to do when Daddy was in the Army.' Mommy fainted!



Moral: Sometimes you need to listen to the whole story before you interrupt!

The Past Week

The past week was better for me. Bobby and I are doing much better. I started my new job today. It was an intresting day. I got my haircut on Saturday with Jenny and died my hair a darker brown on Sunday. Its monday evening and im tired. so this is a short blog. but im doing much better.

The Past Week

The past week hasnt been a good week. The past 2 days me and my husband are fighting and he called me wasted space. I have to say that isnt the first time he has told me this. and it really hurts me when he does. but i said i cant stand to look @ him ne more. The whole thing is us fighting about money, if there is 1 thing that can tear us apart is that. Monday I was @ the hospital with Megan and there was no other place I would have been but Bobby said that I shouldnt have gone with her but i wanted too my friend needed me and i was there. I hope i get a job soon. it would fix most of my problems. and bobby said that i dont deserve a pumpkin this year. but jason bobby's brother bought me one. and bobbby wasnt happy about that. but i dont really care. its a tradition me and jenny have for as long as i can remember me and her have been carving pumpkins for halloween for as long as i can remeber. its the highlight of my week. i know i am depressed right now because i barely eat and i cant fall asleep @ nite. i hope things get better. oh yea bobby has a friend who is a girl that calls him and talks to him on the phone. she is 32 and im 24 and she says there is too much of an age difference for us to be friends. she know who i am we have parties @ her house and when she calls she doesnt even say hello to me and leaves bobby messages on his cellphone. which doesnt help having a girl calling your husband, he says that they never dated but some part thinks that something happened between the two of them in the past. but that is wat is going on right now. please say a prayer for me that things get better

thanks jenny and jessica

1. Do you like blue cheese? with hot wings

2. Did you ever smoke? yep

3. Do you own a gun? nope

4. What flavor Kool Aid was your favorite? grape

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yep, i think everbody does

6. What do you think of hot dogs? Yummy

7. What is your favorite Christmas movie? nightmare before christmas

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? sweet tea

9. Can you do push ups? Modified

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my heart necklace

11. Favorite hobby? sewing or playing video games

12. Do you have A.D.D.? when I was little, maybe

13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? i dont stand up for myself

14. Middle name? lynn

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? Tired, is bobby home yet, i need a job

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? coffee, Sweet Tea & Coke

17. What do you currently hate right now? not having a job

18. Favorite place to be? Anywhere new

19. How did you bring in the New Year? sitting on my couch with bobby and jason

20. Where would you like to go? europe

21. Name three people who will complete this? jenny and jessica

22. Do you own slippers? a pink pair of piggies

23 What shirt are you wearing? white

24 Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Never have

25. Can you whistle?a little

26. Favorite colors? yellow and purple

27. Would you be a pirate? Yep

28. What songs do you sing in the shower? I don't

29. Favorite Girl's Name? amie

30. Favorite boy's name? noah

31. What's in your pocket right now? my pants dont have pockets

32. Last thing that made you laugh? Nothing yet today

33. Worst injury you've ever had? foot ran over by a car

34. Do you love where you live? Not really

35 How many TVs do you have in your house? 4

36. Who is your loudest friend? idk

37. Do you have any pets? blondie, mesoiac, and pip

38. Does someone have a crush on you? idk

39. Your favorite books: the notebook

40. Favorite Sports Teams? gators and saints

41. What kind of snack food? Chocolate

42. Favorite meal? Steak and fries

43. Dressed up or casual? CASUAL

44. What song do you want played at your Funeral? idk

45. Being buried in the ground or ashes? Ground, idk

Jobs

I recently lost my job and my husband decided to go and tell the whole world. It kinda made me mad. He does things like this. One minute he is so sweet and the next minute he can blow up for the smallest thing ever. I think that is how men are programmed. I have been trying to find a new one. Most places want you to go online or fax your application. When he lost his jobs. He had one the next week. I have gone to staffing agencies but it never ever works out. I dont know why but I think I am a lost cause. I have my CNA license and there are places hiring. I wouldnt mind working at St. Vincents Hopsital or some nursing home. I like helping people. I guess its in my nature. So please say a prayer for me and that I find a job real soon. Thank You